Ditta, H. Tomaszewski
Ptaki, B. Zelek
Nieciekawa historia, L. Majewski
A. Pągowski
Tymczasowy raj, M. Wasilewski Ostatnia ucieczka, E. Procka-Socha
Frances H.
I am more like her now than before. The situation with friends, having nobody to whom I can easily talk. Even crying in the theatre during the play about lost-in-her-mind girl from 13. floor. "I'm so embarassed, I'm not real person yet", "I'm not messy, I'm busy". Alone, undatable - that's my state since few days (years?). Since I have been alone in Łódź. Now I see that relations and relationships are more complicated than I thought. I'm like Frances.
now I think I'm not:
responsible
mature
determined (!)
oh, and one more thing.
if you get to know that all your best friends are going for a trip basically without you (what's more without letting you know about it! you can feel annoyed and forgotten / lonesome. even if you really haven't done anything wrong. today I hate them for this feeling inside of me. today I wish they would feel the same as me some day). I'm like that girl from 13. floor. I was thinking about death so many times through last year. God made this so stupid, nothing is worth afford, everything sucks, but in the same moment everything is so wonderful that you cannot think logically. BUT from one more another point of view, we, people, have rules, tendency to live on a good level in our life, work more than we should work. I am in this cage, in this trap. I don't really know what to think and how to live. I don't know anything: scio me nihil scire.
responsible
mature
determined (!)
oh, and one more thing.
if you get to know that all your best friends are going for a trip basically without you (what's more without letting you know about it! you can feel annoyed and forgotten / lonesome. even if you really haven't done anything wrong. today I hate them for this feeling inside of me. today I wish they would feel the same as me some day). I'm like that girl from 13. floor. I was thinking about death so many times through last year. God made this so stupid, nothing is worth afford, everything sucks, but in the same moment everything is so wonderful that you cannot think logically. BUT from one more another point of view, we, people, have rules, tendency to live on a good level in our life, work more than we should work. I am in this cage, in this trap. I don't really know what to think and how to live. I don't know anything: scio me nihil scire.
Austenland
ok, I know it's really stupid, but today is Valentine's Day and I am - as always single, so I need to cope with this somehow. Writing an act review, taking a look at facebook walls of me and my friends and other followed things and listening to The Dumplings I was thinking that I have to do someting with my resigation? desperation? or just romantic nature? so I have been back to the ending of the most crazy movie which I saw few weeks ago - Austenland. it's not someting really good for people who have nothing in common with Jane Austen, but for those who actually have, it's one of the best movies ever (at least for me). I wasn't thinking about myself as a "Janetie girl", but after watching a film and reading a book I can truly say that I am a little bit like this poor Jane from Austenland. and I am dying for having mine mr. Nobley (the actor was actually also mr. Tinley in Nothanger Abbey!!!). Yes, this movie isn't someting brilliant but the idea of being in Austenland and having a man like combination of Darcy and Tinley is enough for me to recommend this film.
VLOGS. especially for Janeties!
(that means for Jane Austen's fans)
1. The Lizzie Bennet Diaries
2. Emma Approved
Normally I have nothing in common with games, but "Jane Austen Unbound" is about Jane's characters so I had to checked it. And now I'm and I will really into it (at least a week).
1. The Lizzie Bennet Diaries
2. Emma Approved
Normally I have nothing in common with games, but "Jane Austen Unbound" is about Jane's characters so I had to checked it. And now I'm and I will really into it (at least a week).
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